Aporia

And finally the halls of marble dissolved around me. the blackness stung my
Eyes. and my insides burned with this forbidden access. and i laugh at this
Sand i hold in my hands. this, i used to think i held the key. the door was
Always open. and i remain to stare at my reflection, as i am randomly switched
Back and forth from either side. my insignificance becoming insignificant. and
All my pointless shouts at the universe fall back upon my skull like pelting
Rain. i smash my fist into the mirror until my body is soaked in blood. and i
Laugh uncontrollably at this shattered reflection. i let my hands bleed as they
Finally touch the truth. all the pain and torment. the sum of humanity’s
Suffering. it was worth everything i have lost. to finally understand these
Beautiful roses blossoming forth from the hollow torso of humanity’s blood
Drenched history. i lost my tongue with the shards that splintered into my
Mind. i am not amused. bloodlet my skull now. acid rain on my lungs. ending all
Life now. i stand on god. drain this world from my eyes. my insignificance has
Become insignificant.