Agony

Agony

Agony

I remember you said it once, just whispers that won't reach
いつか言ったよね 届かない呟きだけ
Itsuka itta yone todokanai tsubuyaki dake
Rather than that, let's weave the two of us and wander through
よりも二人を紡げて 彷徨い抜く
Yorimo futari wo tsumarete samayoi nuku

Eventually losing, if it's truly fate, at least for now
やがて失う 確かに運命ならせめてそう 今だけ
Yagate ushinau tashika ni unmei nara semete sou ima dake
Not crying, just hanging my head in resignation
泣かないとうつみくよかざにただうなだれ
Nakanai to utsumiku yokaza ni tada unadare

Tears overflow from my hands
涙つきはて掌に溢れてゆく
Namida tsuki hate tenohira ni afurete yuku
What do I want? My trembling words were read
何が欲しいの？ 口振るは読みに震えていた
Nani ga hoshii no? Kuchiburu ha yomi ni furuete ita

The smile that descended when we met
出会ったあの時に降りついた笑顔
Deatta ano toki ni furitsuita egao
Protecting here forever, my fingertips on the verge of crumbling
守りここでずっと 崩れそうな指先を
Mamori kokode zutto Kuzure souna yubisaki wo

Embracing as if to crush the pain
痛みつぶすように抱きしめてた
Itami tsubususu youni dakishime teta
Just being by your side, just being on the same blade
側にいれるだけで 同じ刃幹にいられるだけで
Soba ni ireru dake de onaji jinkan ni irareru dakede
Distant memories resurface, even warming the sadness
遠い記憶蘇る 悲しみも暖めて行けるのに
Tooi kioku yomigaeru kanashimi mo atatamete yukeru noni

In the silence, the answer remains unknown
黙り続けている御の字に
Damari tsuzukete iru onoi ni
To the soul filled with peace, it will come
安らぎ満ちた魂には来るの
Yasuragi michita tama niha kuru no

Only the repeated love doesn't feel, changing into
繰り返した恋だけは感じない 明けの空の
Kuri kaeshita koi dake ha kanjinai akeno sora no
the light of the dawn
光に変わる
Hikari ni kawaru