white lies

Lines are growing thin
I'm no longer sleeping in the shirt you met me in
I don’t know if we don’t talk
Because I'm in the city

Pretending that I'm busy
Meant to come back home
Yesterday but I delayed the train to stay alone
Still went to the station

To imagine you in Euston
Smiling like you used to
And Who knows what I’d say
If you were real today

Sometimes I tell white lies
Like I will always want you
No matter the rocks above you
And yes sometimes I tell white lies

Like I don’t want to leave you
I don’t want a life without you
But the truth is
Maybe

I do time to time
Picture someone giving me
The version of my life
I imagined first with you

So long before you lost us
God knows that we lost us
And who knows what that would’ve looked like?
A world where you didn’t keep changing your mind

Sometimes I tell white lies
Like I will always want you
No matter the rocks above you
Oh sometimes I tell white lies

Like I'm gonna up and leave you
And I want a life without you
But the truth is
Maybe

I don’t