lonely gift

On my birthday you got too drunk
I let you hurt me til you threw up
And you told me
If you could see yourself through my eyes
You would hate him

When you're in your head, are you all alone in it?
When you're in my bed I can hear your heart for what it is
It's such a lonely gift
You said you don't want it, I promise

And you woke up, cleaned the carpet
You were there once, you've been gone since
And I woke up holding nothing
You were mine once
Or were you gone?