A Test Of My Survival

This is a notion empowerd by, an individual motivation,
I've given most of my efforts to have not just a single person to rely on,
this obelisk of discouraging actions,
was all washed out by a tidal wave of art and soul,
and this will never make a coward of me, i'll ride this wave up to the top.
The day I needed you summoned before me, became the day, I was left, all alone,
A test of my survival, a test of my strength, a test of my survival,
everyone is distant.
the day i needed you, i watched you turn your back away from me,
and im all alone, i never needed you anyway, cried out to you.
we are alone, we are alone.
I wouldn't trust you just as far as I could throw you,
I wouldnt ask for a single fucking thing from you.
I wouldn't trust you even if i've always known you,
I wouldn't ask for a single thing.
the day I needed the numbers beside me became the day that i was left all alone.
you never notice that people they leave you, but you can do this on your own.
the day i needed you, i watched you turn your back away from me, and im all alone,
cried out to you, cried out to you.
We are alone, we are alone.