Infamous

The symphony of inner shadows gets louder in my head
The voices sing that it would be better if I were dead
They question me why I still try, I still pretend to be alive
I say I don't have an answer, I say I'm stuck in time

My blood is cold and slow
White as snow
Having nowhere to go

The voices scream that I'm useless
They tell me no one cares
You are a burden, you are venomous
Accept at once you are infamous
I'm just surviving, but not living
I'm feeding what's killing me
You are a burden, you are venomous
Accept at once you are infamous

Breathing my air has become impossible for you
And in the end there's nothing I can undo
I'm waking up to my eternal gray, I'll just try to find my way
There's no God to pray, there's no soul to prey

My blood is cold and slow
White as snow
Having nowhere to go

The voices scream that I'm useless
They tell me no one cares
You are a burden, you are venomous
Accept at once you are infamous
I'm just surviving, but not living
I'm feeding what's killing me
You are a burden, you are venomous
Accept at once you are infamous

Can you erase the pain? Can you save me again?
Can you erase the pain? Can you just sit with me again?
Can you erase the pain? Can you lay in my shoulder again?
Can you erase the pain? Can you save the blood in my veins?

The voices scream that I'm useless
They tell me no one cares
You are a burden, you are venomous
Accept at once you are infamous
I'm just surviving, but not living
I'm feeding what's killing me
You are a burden, you are venomous
Accept at once you are infamous