Insomnia

I can feel my blood crawling in my skin
And I can't do anything about it
'Cause today I feel like I'm dead in my bed
Lost in my own demons all covered in red
Am I living or just searching for my rest?
Well the feeling is not the best, I confess

Sometimes I wanna run from my own darkness
But I know it will find me, then I'm breathless
Sometimes I close my eyes, but I don't know how to dream
Since last year I can't fall asleep, holly hell I wanna scream

'Cause my heart is broken, my heart is frozen
I'm searching for a good omen, but my soul was stolen
Time has made me a sinner, it has killed my believer
You were nothing but a killer, I was the grave digger
And if I close my eyes tonight, I know I'll see you
I'm loosing this fight, there's nothing I could do

The Sun is just one of the things I can't see anymore
All the sky is gray and strong, I'm living in a storm
The days are getting worse, the nights are sempiternal
After all I saw, I'm gonna tell you that there is a hell
And it is in my mind, in my heart, and I'm in it
Pieces of my soul are burning like I'm fucking split

'Cause my heart is broken, my heart is frozen
I'm searching for a good omen, but my soul was stolen
Time has made me a sinner, it has killed my believer
You were nothing but a killer, I was the grave digger
And if I close my eyes tonight, I know I'll see you
I'm loosing this fight, there's nothing I could do

I can't, oh I can't sleep
What the fuck is happening?
I just can't control it
One more night, one more night
Ugh, for fuck sake I still awaken
I still awaken, I still awaken
In hell
In my hell

'Cause my heart is broken, my heart is frozen
I'm searching for a good omen, but my soul was stolen
Time has made me a sinner, it has killed my believer
You were nothing but a killer, I was the grave digger
And if I close my eyes tonight, I know I'll see you
I'm loosing this fight, there's nothing I could do