Parasite

I don't know what is happening to me
My memories are hiding me something
You can't feel what I feel, I'm dying, I knew it
This is just another fucking mind disease
So deep and so dark, this shit is killing me
I don't need help, I am okay, but I don't believe it

Maybe it is consuming my heart now
Maybe you need to show me how
(To escape from this sickness, I can't take it anymore)

It's time to get ready, it's time to get ready
'Cause my brain is melting and my body is unsteady

I don't believe that I can escape from this
Just like a didn't escape from other stupid things
This is in my body now, a parasite in the dawn
A sickness, a virus, a cancer, it will make me fall
(Make me fall) don't let me down

They are trying to say that is just a moment
Only I know how real is my torment
I'm trying to scream, but not loud enough, can you hear it?
I can't believe in a word they say
My nihilistic suffering will end someday
I'm not on my way, and I'm trying to say, how wrong is it?

You can say that is just a little sadness
But I guarantee how big is my loneliness
(Dying in a deep black hole, I can't take it anymore)

It's time to get ready, it's time to get ready
'Cause my brain is melting and my body is unsteady

I don't believe that I can escape from this
Just like a didn't escape from other stupid things
This is in my body now, a parasite in the dawn
A sickness, a virus, a cancer, it will make me fall
(Make me fall) don't let me down

I don't believe that I can escape from this
Just like a didn't escape from other stupid things
This is in my body now, a parasite in the dawn
A sickness, a virus, a cancer, it will make me fall
(Make me fall) don't let me drown

My parasite is teaching me
More than nobody did
They never cared about me
And in the end they're gonne ask: Why did you did this?
And I will answer: I've tryied to show you, but you never saw
I didn't knew what to do, and you let me drown, I've tryed to scape
but that was my fate, now you know why I lost my faith

I don't believe that I can escape from this
Just like a didn't escape from other stupid things
This is in my body now, a parasite in the dawn
A sickness, a virus, a cancer, it will make me fall
(Make me fall) don't let me down

I don't believe that I can escape from this
Just like a didn't escape from other stupid things
This is in my body now, a parasite in the dawn
A sickness, a virus, a cancer, it will make me fall
(Make me fall) don't let me drown