The Silence

I will regurgitate a few more lifeless words
So maybe I don't cut myself with these swords
I got tired of being alone all the time
I can't take anymore to say that I'm fine
Maybe I write crooked lines
Maybe I just need to slide

I want someone to yell at me
I need someone to question what I believe
I need someone who is here for me
But neither do I really know what I need
Don't let me see, don't wanna be, don't let me bleed

I review all the pictures from the past
Every moment as if it were the last
I miss caressing your face for no reason
I miss not feeling in a prison

So I will turn off all the lights of my suffering
Don't waste your time crying
When you remember I'll be gone
Because I'm tired of being alone
So I will never come home
In the end I'm just no one

My limit was reached a long time ago
And now I just have nowhere to go
Don't get me wrong, I tried everything
But the only conclusion I got is that I'm dying
Now I believe that there is no more sense to continue fighting
Since the end I'm bleeding

I didn't wrote this song to make you sad
I just need to tell you that I'm bad
Since you are gone I feel dead
And then I'm stuck in my bed
Without you, without anyone

And this song has no chorus
Maybe it was just an impeccable for us
And now I just sit in silence
And now I just sit in silence
And now I just sit in silence
And now I just sit alone and in silence