GOING CRAZY

I'm goin' crazy, I don't know what I should do
I keep dippin', but you stick to me like glue
Try to listen, but all that keeps comin' (yeah)
I'm goin' crazy, goin' cra—, goin' crazy
I'm goin' crazy

Look, I have boundaries and my momma doesn't like that
Avoidant conflict style, you fight me, I don't fight back
She the type of mom to blame her kids for where her life's at
I've been holdin' strong, but I been feelin' like I might crack
This year, the Devil gold 'hold of me with a tight grasp
Bro came in swingin', somebody get me an ice pack
Battlin' these demons, but I ain't wavin' no white flag
Shit went hella left, but I'll get back on the right track
Usually, I don't talk about no shit that feel to personal
But I been feelin' low again, this shit been feelin' terminal
Knock me to the floor again, but I'll get back up, vertical
Ain't nothin' that I owe to them, I gotta let go

I know we stay in shallows where it's safe in the Sun
If we get too deep, it might ruin the fun
From a hundred down to none, if I give up, then they won
Has the world gone crazy or am I the only one?
'Cause

I'm goin' crazy, I don't know what I should do
I keep dippin', but you stick to me like glue
Try to listen, but all that keeps comin'
I'm goin' crazy, goin' cra—, goin' crazy
I'm goin' crazy

I tell the truth and my family doesn't like that
Broken self-concepts turned into Mortal Kombat
What they haven't healed, my parents handed to me to unpack
I guess this the aftermath of pain I've had to unmask
I been turnin' you up and keepin' it light
But that music been gettin' harder and harder for me to write
How am I supposed to feel alive when my sister took her life?
I know we're built to survive, but that shit feel like rollin' dice
Yeah, usually, I'm the type to say, I'm fine, when I'm not
No, I'm not tryna add to no shit you already got
But I'm goin' through a lot, feel like my head about to pop
Got no control of my thoughts, I'm overloaded, but growin'

I know we stay in shallows where it's safe in the Sun
If we get too deep, it might ruin the fun
From a hundred down to none, if I give up, then they won
Has the world gone crazy or am I the only one?
'Cause

I'm goin' crazy, I don't know what I should do
I keep dippin', but you stick to me like glue
Try to listen, but all that keeps comin'
I'm goin' crazy, goin' cra—, goin' crazy
I'm goin' crazy (crazy, crazy)

(You stick to me like)
(Stick to me like glue)