Castle in Hollywood

I rack my brain, spend hours and days
I still can't figure it out
What happened that year in our house
Still learning to live without you
I wonder what you tell your friends
Which version of our fairy story
The one where you walk out in glory
Or the night I moved out in a hurry?

I think about you always
Tied together with a string
I thought that lilies died by winter
Then they bloomed again in spring
It's a heartbreak
Marked the end of our girlhood
We'll never go back to our castle in Hollywood

Thirty months have come and gone
I'm dating the boy that we dreamed of
I wish I could tell him about us
I wish I could tell you how I finally fell in love
There's not a single day
Where I didn't wish we were better
That I couldn't borrow your sweater
We were meant to be forever and ever

I think about you always
Tied together with a string
I thought that lilies died by winter
Then they bloomed again in spring
It's a heartbreak
Marked the end of our girlhood
We'll never go back to our castle in Hollywood

I wish you well, I wish like hell
You hadn't lied, we could be fine
The way I dress, overobsess
Still just like you
I owe it to the best, worst friend I've ever had

I think about you always
Tied together with a string
I thought that lilies died by winter
Then they bloomed again in spring
My first heartbreak
Marked the end of my girlhood
We'll never go back to our castle in Hollywood