What a beautiful day

What a beautiful day to feel shitty
Not a hair out of place and my makeup’s so pretty
Sure the Sun’s shining
Don’t mean that I ain’t
In this never ending misery
What a beautiful day
To feel shitty

What a beautiful day to feel lonely
In a room full of faces where everyone knows me
Not gonna smile when I feel like crying
But I don’t want anyone’s pity
What a beautiful day

I know I'm not dead
Isn’t it so exciting?
Sad girl on a bench
Looking for silver linings
Doing my best is me trying

What a beautiful day to feel empty
All of these friends and still nobody gets me
There’s no denying
I'm on an island
Wishing that someone was with me
What a beautiful day

I know I'm not dead
Isn’t it so exciting?
Sad girl on a bench
Looking for silver linings
Doing my best is me trying

What a beautiful day to feel shitty
The weather is great, kinda makes me feel guilty
Closing the curtains
And being a burden
Saying it makes me sound bitchy
What a beautiful day
To feel shitty