perfectionist (feat. scrubi)

Yeah
It's been a rough type of day
Looking in the mirror, I don't like what's on display oh
Speedrun to the grave
But I've got so much to live for, I don't want to change oh
So can you hold me in your arms?
Tell me I look pretty and my love it has a charm? Yeah
Tears, they pool up in your palms
Nothing ever changes so do not be alarmed
Nothing ever changes so do not be alarmed
Nothing ever changes so do not be alarmed

I'm enough I'm enough
Tell myself I'm perfect but you know that's just a bluff
Ain't it rough, ain't it rough?
Give me everything I wanted, baby, I still aim above oh
'Cause I'm overly critical
Perfectionist inside a fragile little human shell
And I take things way too literal
Cut me some slack got tunnel vision no peripherals

Time runs away so I better keep watch
Losing my days and staring at the clock
Cuts on my face 'cause I did a rough job
Better than leaving any single spot

I'm enough I'm enough
Tell myself I'm perfect but you know that's just a bluff
Ain't it rough, ain't it rough?
Give me everything I wanted, baby, I still aim above oh
'Cause I'm overly critical
Perfectionist inside a fragile little human shell
And I take things way too literal
Cut me some slack got tunnel vision no peripherals

(Perfectionist, perfectionist)
(Perfectionist, perfectionist)
(Perfectionist, perfectionist)
(Perfectionist, perfectionist)

I might be enough for you
But I'm still not enough for me
Its a matter of opinion
But to me it is objectively
The goddess that I wanna be
Is out of reach entirely
I look at myself in the mirror
And I stand there quietly

A better me's inside of me
But that girl wants to hide from me
I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering if I'm gonna die a he
I need to keep on telling myself
That I am enough
That I am worthy of love
That I'll always be enough
I'm enough I'm enough
I'm enough I'm enough

I'm enough I'm enough
Keep saying I'm perfect baby but it's not enough!
Ain't it rough, ain't it rough?
Never gonna break these habits so I guess I'm stuck
Fuck
But you make me feel so much better I cannot give up
Perfectionist in human shell I just want it to stop