Doubts And Questions

Please keep those feelings out
The ones that are swirling about
I feel weird, out of place
I'm numb, I can't feel my face
I can't speak, words are stuck in my throat
So please just listen to my plea

God, must I really go through all this?
What have I done to become so undone?
The walls are closing in
The agony keeps creeping in
Soon there’ll be nothing left of me

Why won't they leave?
Perhaps they are not supposed to come out
They must be filled with doubts
Please don't hurt me
I can't stand it anymore

No pain, no gain?
Fine, I don't want to fight
Just pull every shadow from my light

God, must I really go through all this?
What have I done to become so undone?
The walls are closing in
The agony keeps creeping in
Soon there’ll be nothing left of me

How did I make it this far?
I'm lost without a guiding star
And trust me, this is not a game
But if I look up at the sky
I can see a spot up there for a new star

Twinkle twinkle little star
Where did you get that scar?
Was it a knife
Or something called life?
I need someone to help me
A light, a hand, just reach out
Don't leave me hanging about
Hold on tight to my hand
'Cause I am too weak now
I don't stand a chance

God, must I really go through all this?
What have I done to become so undone?
The walls are closing in
The agony keeps creeping in
Soon there’ll be nothing left of me