Fog of Routine (feat. Lumi Lahtinen)

The fog of routine falls, revelation's heavy chain
You lived your life in silence, learned to forget my name
You never tried to show me that you still felt the same
You just embraced the ending, and walked away from pain

Deep inside, I knew your heart had drifted far from mine
Yet I kept on digging, chasing ghosts through time
While you're out there somewhere, maybe in another's arms
I'm here weaving melodies, still haunted by your charms

I swear to let you go, but I'm not strong enough
Your shadow clings to me, this memory's rough
With us, everything was struggle, nothing ever stayed
And somehow every other thing took all your care away

So hear me now, I'm done with words about your face
I'm done with dreams that time cannot erase
I'm done with reaching for a love that slipped through air
I'm done with wishing you were still out there

I don't know where you are, or who's beside you now
But I'm here in the stillness, I've made my vow
To stay in this quiet, alone but aware
That I finally don't care, no I don't care