Love Letters

It's hard to love you
Even a little bit secretly
I think even I'm tired of this feeling
That sometimes I feel I can't help

I need to convince myself
That you don't deserve what I feel
You would love someone
I already knew

You left me alone in the place we created
But I still seem to be there
And something in me is saying
Just let him go

Cause now I see what you're writing
That it's really bad when someone you love takes a long time to reply

Is she doing what you did to me?
Will you now know how I felt?

I hope you kneel to her
Like I knelt for you

Love letters cost me a broken heart
And beautiful words
Cost me to miss the start
Of something that was false

Maybe I'm just fighting alone now
With you in my mind
And a past that I insist on missing

Dying and healing with the scars of
True feelings that were never reciprocated

I may seem selfish
But sometimes I wish you felt
The way I did

Cause I'm not looking for anyone else
I've been disappointed by them all
Like I was disappointed in you
When I fell in love

Love letters cost me a broken heart
And beautiful words
Cost me to miss the start
Of something that was false