In My Head

So you think you're ready
And can handle a peek
Well, let me show you something
That you can't unsee
Walk you down the halls
Where I die every night
And give you just a taste
Of the terror inside

I point my gun and shoot at you
But nobody falls down
I scream, but nothing's coming out

In my head
It's like a murder scene
A self-inflicted lobotomy
It gets me off like nothin' else
No one fucks me like myself
But sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than living in my head
In my head

Paint the walls, human
'Cause it never fades
I serve killer serial in a basket case
You'll want to medicate the crazy away
Just wait a second
Till I hear what the voices say

It's like a dream that's real
It feels they sewed my eyes shut
I swear I'm never waking up

In my head
It's like a murder scene
A self-inflicted lobotomy
It gets me off like nothing else
No one fucks me like myself
But sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than living in my head
In my head
In my head
In my head

If you could see inside my mind
You'd run and hide
You wouldn't last a night
In my head
It's so fucked up I even scare myself

In my head
It's like a murder scene
A self-inflicted lobotomy
It gets me off like nothin' else
No one fucks me like myself

In my head
It's so fucked up I scare myself
In my head
It's so fucked up I scare myself
In my head
It's so fucked up I scare myself
In my head

And sometimes I'd rather be dead
Than living in my head