Spirit Breaker

Seeking refuge in the medicine
Connections interrupted, the mind recoils in regret
Insufferable horror taking over
The sickness and decay that your soul rejects

Paranoid, as you label me a bastard
Fill the void, the addiction is a master
He’s shifting closer and closer to the edge
Terrified, I feel him leaving
Paralyzed, while his hand are seizing
He’s fighting his hardest to stay out of the darkness
But the amphetamine serves as a spirit breaker

We’re never told that we won’t live forever
Reality, tearing me from the pressure
You weren’t given the chance, we’re never heaven sent
Go far away, add yourself to the stars at night
Go far away, for years I'm saying goodbye

And you never should’ve been there, engrained in despair
I couldn’t carry the weight bearing down on both of us
A casualty of being broken from your home and family
I watched you end it all, and slowly drift away again

We’re never told that we won’t live forever
Reality, tearing me from the pressure
You weren’t given the chance, we’re never heaven sent
Go far away, add yourself to the stars at night
Go far away, for years I'm saying goodbye

This is me reaching out, but it’s too late
I close my eyes and I see your face again
Lay me down while holding onto your sins

And I’d give anything to take it all away
The shattered vein in your arms, all of your darkest days
Waking from a dream, out of breath from calling your name
It’s just the cycle of loss stuck on repeat again

We’re never told that we won’t live forever
Reality, tearing me from the pressure
You weren’t given the chance, we’re never heaven sent
Go far away, add yourself to the stars at night
Go far away, for years I'm saying goodbye