Numb

Can I keep fighting to end this?
Can I stop falling into the abyss of my thoughts?
And find a way to you
Can I keep running from myself?
And doesn't matter if nobody else can hear
But I mean to say

'Cause I'm alone in any kind of way
Anxiety will always bring this may
I don't know how I still sing

Avoiding everyone, everyday
Keeping my tears to this day I'm numb
Can't find the words anyway

So, can I keep fighting to end this?
Can I stop falling into the abyss of my thoughts?
And find a way to you
Can I keep running from myself?
And doesn't matter if nobody else can hear
What mean to say

If there's a proper way to find you I won't be late
'Cause you're the reason that I decided to stay