maybe the problem is me

I said to myself I need to leave
I can’t stay here
No more
This place is dragging me down
I can’t be here
For another round

So I went far away
With my friends
We drank all day
We were laughing
And being who we are supposed to be
But I wasn’t okay
No I wasn’t

So maybe the problem is me
So maybe the problem is me

Years and years has been gone but I am still here
Trapped by the fears
Crossing my heart
Like a blade
Chains around my tears
Not even those red eyes could save me
From here

I still go
With my friends
To some places
To fight the fear
But I've lost so many times
I can't no long be part of the war
In my mind

So maybe
The problem still is me
So maybe, just maybe
The problem is me