Illusions Of Love

I knew the fall would be big, but I have to jump
I wanted us to be happier
When I went to hold your hand
You let go of me and even threw me on the ground
And tell you that I love you, now it's stranger
It's very strange to see you far away
You throw our love in the trash

I had to unlearn how to like having you
Why do you do this?
We could be better
Don't talk bad about me

I know you cry
You pretend you never lived our whole story
My God, I asked you not to leave
But I have to go my way now
I know you cry
You pretend you never lived our whole story
My God, I asked you not to leave
But I try to go my way now

I didn't want this to have happened, but I'm lost
We're messing up, I know
But I thought I could make it work
But this love that's only mine fucked up
I'm grateful for everything you did for us
But seeing you far away hurts me
I just wanted to understand what happened to us

I had to unlearn how to like having you
Why do you do this?
We could be better
Don't talk bad about me

I know you cry
You pretend you never lived our whole story
My God, I asked so much for you not to leave
But I try to follow my own path now

You know very well who I am
You know that if you call me, I will go
You know very well who I am
You know that if you call me, I will go
And I don't feel anger
I didn't feel anything but words
Worse than you know, my love
How much I tried

I had to unlearn how to like having you
Why do you do this?
Don't talk bad about me

I know you cry
You pretend you never lived our whole story
My God, I asked you not to go away
But I have to go my own way now
I know you cry
You pretend you never lived our whole story
My God, I asked you not to go away
But I have to go my own way now

You know who I am, you know if you call me
I will come, you know who I am
You know if you call me, I will come