In My Head

Got out of bed today first time in days
But I'm doing fine
Shop out my credit card
Oh, don't you start, I do it all the time
I think I should get a hobby
But I can't seem to find a single thing I like
Need to be reassured, I'm insecure, I always see red
My boyfriend gets annoyed, so paranoid, it's all in my head
Might wanna find some peace
But I'm always thinking of that weird thing I said

In my head, I hate it here
3 am, I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here
In my head, I hate it here
3 am, I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here (here, here, here)

I think I told a lie, I said that I don't really care (ah-ah)
Been doing therapy but, honestly, I'm too self-aware
Know other problem is
The problem is that I just can't compete or compare (I can't compare)
I'm barely there

In my head, I hate it here
3 am, I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here
In my head, I hate it here
3 am, I hate it here
I think too much, don't do enough, it's getting weird
In my head, I hate it here

Oh-oh-oh, oh (I)
Oh-oh-oh, oh (oh, yeah)
Oh-oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh