Hopeless

I look for some answers
And find there's no way out
This mess that I'm in
Can't fade away now

I look for some trouble
And find a bleeding scar
I don't think somebody else
Could cut me this far

Those judge staring eyes
Are pointing me things that I'm tired of realize
And all I have wished till the end
Is a quick way to die

The scent of asbestos
Will help me to fall fast
The smell of their hypocrisy
Will mix my last laugh

Those stars in the sky
Are mocking me when they glow my silent night
'Cause they all have pairs to the waltz
And alone all I can do is cry

Crying won't help if nobody cares
How can I climb these sad limping stairs
They're leading myself
To a hopeless and useless hell
If I'm not back home at time, I'm not late
I've just decided to foolishly wait
A miraculous cure for my pain

Those judge staring eyes
Are pointing me things that I'm tired of realize
And all I have wished till the end
Is a quick way to die

Those stars in the sky
Are mocking me when they glow my silent night
'Cause they all have pairs to the waltz
And alone all I can do is cry
And tell the world I can't stay anymore
'Cause I'm all dead inside