Facing All My Defects

For too many times I felt so weak
Unable to face myself
Letting pride take command till I was sick
Feeling like I was someone else

For too many times I felt so small
And I couldn't take care of me
Afraid of something, afraid of it all
Feeling the angst inside me breed

What do I have to do
To let my ugly side go?
Am I safe enough too
Or am I still lost inside this maze?

I'm facing all my defects
I don't want to let it take over no more
I'm becoming my best side
Letting go from thoughts so impure

For too many times I felt so insane
Lost in the boredom, lost in the haze
And now that I recovered from the pain
I realized other people were in the same blaze

For too many times I felt so distant
Like I could never get what I wanted
I couldn't recognize in that instant
Future comes from what we had planted

And now I know what I have to do
Letting my ugly side just go
And now I'm feeling safe enough too
I'm not lost anymore in that maze!

I'm facing all my defects
I don't want to let it take over no more
I'm becoming my best side
Letting go from thoughts so impure

I'm facing, I'm facing
I'm facing all my defects
I'm facing, I'm facing
And now I'm the one who rejects

I'm facing, I'm facing
I'm facing all my defects
I'm facing, I'm facing
And now I'm the one who rejects

I'm facing all my defects
I don't want to let it take over no more
I'm becoming my best side
Letting go from thoughts so impure

I'm facing all my defects
I don't want to let it take over no more
I'm becoming my best side
Letting go from thoughts so impure

I'm facing, I'm facing
I'm facing all my defects
I'm facing, I'm facing
And now I'm the one who rejects

I'm facing, I'm facing
I'm facing all my defects
I'm facing, I'm facing
And now I'm the one who rejects