Insecure

You ask me why I feel so tense
Or why I'm talking so much shit
You ask yourself, why can't I choose
Something to do when I feel like it

And I wish I could explain
Why do I just complain
Why does my mind feels so blane
Why can't I fill it with a stain

It's because I'm insecure
And I'm not ashamed
At least not anymore
'Cause I admit the blame
Should I close the door?
When I feel insane
Should I hire a whore?
To release the strain

I wish I could turn back the time
And not saying those things to you
And find a place inside my mind
Where I could say things that have some use

And I wish I could explain
Why do I just complain
Why does my mind feels so blane
Why can't I fill it with a stain

It's because I'm insecure
And I'm not ashamed
At least not anymore
'Cause I admit the blame
Should I close the door?
When I feel insane
Should I hire a whore?
To release the strain

I was nervous
Around you
I wish I could had say
Something useful

I lost
My chance
And now there's just no turning back
I was just a fool

I could be a perfect person
I could be a perfect friend
I could touch your heart and saved
But the game came to an end

And the only explanation to that

It's because I'm insecure
And I'm not ashamed
At least not anymore
'Cause I admit the blame
Should I close the door?
When I feel insane
Should I hire a whore?
To release the strain

It's because I'm insecure
And I'm not ashamed
At least not anymore
'Cause I admit the blame
Should I close the door?
When I feel insane
Should I hire a whore?
To release the strain

To release the strain
Just because I'm insecure
I need to release the strain
'Cause I feel so insecure
Release some strain
I am so insecure
I gotta stop this train
'Cause I won't hide it anymore