Lost This Christmas

Something in the air that lets me go this time of year
I wish I knew
That every waking hour, I try to spend not overthinking 'bout you
Walking on the streets and there's no spark
I can't pretend it's not the truth
The faces come and go, there's only one that I wish I held on to

I'm reaching out my hand
I hope you understand

This Christmas, I'm asking to hold you again
I wanna let you know I'm leaving the door open
This Christmas, I wanna love you again
There's nothing on the tree, makes it so hard to pretend
And now you're gone, and I guess it's true
I'm lost this Christmas without you

Crooked from the start, I guess I never had you like I thought I did
The whistle in the trees knew it's the end way before I did
Sleeping on this bed, and it's so hollow in my head here tonight
Faces come and go, but now I know that yours is far out of sight

But I'm still reaching out my hand
Bear it in the sand

This Christmas, I'm asking to hold you again
I wanna let you know I'm leaving the door open
This Christmas, I wanna love you again
There's nothing on the tree, makes it so hard to pretend
And now you're gone, and I guess it's true
I'm lost this Christmas without you