Doesn't Matter

How'd my head look
As I walk through the hallway of lockers and teenage jokes
And I'm broken
Second guessing the clothes that
I left my home with

Boys don't cry and girls stay young
Adults don't lie, they can't
Be wrong Now I
I can't seem to find my place
But I'm closer than yesterday
Wish I figured it out
When the whole world felt so strange

That it matters, it matters, it matters until
It doesn't matter
Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until
It doesn't matter

That I loved him
The way that I learned
From the movies of beautiful stars
But I didn't
I just thought that I did in the back of his car

Boys don't cry and girls stay young
Adults don't lie, they can't be wrong
Now I
I can't seem to find my place
But I'm closer than yesterday
Wish I figured it out when the whole world felt so strange

That it matters, it matters, it matters until
It doesn't matter
Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until
It doesn't matter

We're all just skin and bones
Trying to make it better
We're all just holding on
Dying to fit together

Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until
It doesn't matter
Oh it matters, it matters, it matters until
It doesn't matter

Now I
I can't seem to find my place
But I'm closer than yesterday
Wish I figured it out
When the whole world felt so strange

That it matters, it matters, it matters until
It doesn't matter
It matters, it matters, it matters until
It doesn't matter
It matters, it matters, it matters until
It doesn't matter
Until it doesn't matter anymore