Forever

Having is not the same as wanting, just as wanting
Is not caring for what you later miss
You only know what you have when you lose it
And that's what hurts
The mirror is easy to see
Only when it fogs up

Pretending to be fine is what hurts me
Because the heart cannot be deceived
I wasted so much time wishing to see people
Feeling proud of me
That now I feel empty

Damn it, when you think of them
One thing is what you see
And another is what you feel
I couldn't change, I tried
And I'm still the same as always

Only one look has known how to appreciate me
Without wanting to change me
Now it's hard for me to accept
That you're not here as always
It took me so long to accept myself

And wherever you are
I never tire of thinking of you
You gave me the will to exist
With an: I will always love you
But it wasn't enough for forever

And life without you now feels so lonely
I'd give everything to see you one last time
Even if it's just once
Because wherever you are
I will never stop missing you
Even if I never see you again
Because I will always love you