Hand Me A Halo

All this feedback rings in my head
It's a living hell, and I can't crawl my way out
Can't trust my brain
Mind of its own
I beg for mercy, but nobody knows
Voices cry out loud like a storm
Are they holier than thou?
I can't block 'em out

I've been missing who I was
Can't shake the ache, it follows me home
Who the fuck have I become?
I can't remember losing control
The fear will find a way to kill my spirit
Wave goodbye to all that I've known
I try and try to fix it, but I'm dead behind the eyes
So hand me a halo

Silence: Cryptic, cold as the grave
In another life, would I be so ashamed of myself?

I've been missing who I was
Can't feel a thing, it's killin' me slow
Who the fuck have I become?
I can't complain, it's all that I know
The fear will find a way to kill my spirit
Wave goodbye to all that I've known
I try and try to fix it, but I'm dead behind the eyes
So hand me a halo

The fear is coming