Half-Life

Looking through the scope again
Digging deep into my skin
Claustrophobic, I don't know if
I can feel the medicine

Take sedatives and celebrate
Fake all my feelings anyway
Crawling through my head, you want me dead
So please just say it

I'm living half alive now (live now, live now)
I'm swallowing the pain
What's left to take?
I'm only half alive now (live now, live now)
I'm swallowing my fate
What's left to change?

Looking through the scope again
I left a note under the skin
I'm feeling dope sick, you don't notice
Now our time is wearing thin
Paint the walls inside my room
Like the roses left for you
I'm feeling nervous, you don't deserve it

Remove the red
It's my head that you're breathing
Please just say it
I can't fucking take it

Fuck everyone and everything
Stick the needles deep inside the vein
Crawling through my head, you want me dead
So please just say it

I'm living half alive now (live now, live now)
I'm swallowing the pain
What's left to take?
I'm only half alive now (live now, live now)
I'm swallowing my fate
What's left to change?
(I'm swallowing the pain)
I'm only half alive now (live now, live now)
I'm swallowing my fate
What's left to change?

I'm living half alive now
I'm swallowing the pain
What's left to take?