Last Illusion

I lived, I died
The same mistake apologize
A thousand times
I need to be alone
Curse punishment and suffering
I miss that something wrong
Scriptures full of death and I lie
So I asked myself to stop
I used to lie the way I feel
Deceiving me I had enough
And I'm not afraid of

Cloudy days was so cogent
My strenght was fading in my vain

No one else is left here and
Silence is the best of everything

Singing miles and miles of sorrow
But I dont wanna hear it
I don't wanna feel it

I try to lie to myself
I've tried to blame someone else
Lapsed at the edge of lunacy
Empty inside
Could be my life like a lie?
A prison inside
My last illusion
Already there
Already dead

No one else is left here and
Though all this hate is transitory
Silence is the best of everything
I do feel it