cigarette

This day feels like the coldest nights
Seeing all those scary sights
Flashing right before my eyes
So I'm getting out of this town

I think I'm losing control
Stories I never told
I feel like I'm a leaky boat
A boat that's slowly going down

Oh, I'm so fucked up, smoking cigs
You only care when I'm gone
Playing music, I'm vibing in the rain, I'm so alone
I can feel your fucking words and scary sights through my bones
One day you will see my name written on a piece of stone

Street lights shine like stars in the sky
I'll be with them when I die
I only want what is mine
Knife in my stomach, not butterflies

I run away, blood on my face
I wanna die, fuck, it's not a phase
And it's not days and it's not months
But it's been years since I'm just numb

Oh, I'm so fucked up, smoking cigs
You only care when I'm gone
Playing music, I'm vibing in the rain, I'm so alone
I can feel your fucking words and scary sights through my bones
One day you will see my name written on a piece of stone