On my what?

I got bad shit on my mind, watch my niggas in the scene (on BBC)
I'm puttin' my family on top shotta, they already know me (know my name)
It's sad but very sad, talk 'bout they wanna change me (they hate me)
I have a Glock 9, I have the weapon, they can't scare me (yo, listen)
I made that money to save my bros, they can't ignore me (no)
It's funny to think that I don't wanna be here
God knows my intention, I made some changes, they made nothing for me
I told my little sister, look at that boy, he don't like me (I told 'em)
She said I'm lyin' and called me at night (night, night)
I live my life very fast, I'm happy, I'm with DZB (with DZB)
She wanna drink my lean and just on my cup (on my what?)
If I wanna it, I'll take it, these motherfuckers want to play with me (bitch)
She said I'm lyin' and called me at night (called me a cheater)
I live my life very fast, I'm happy, I'm with DZB (with G9)
She wanna drink my lean and just on my cup (Jesus, please)
If I wanna it, I'll take it, these motherfuckers want to play me (look)