Alive?

I think I have a problem
And it won't be easy to resolve
And I think there's nothing
That I can make to fill this hole
The night will come and I can't sleep
The day comes and I didin't wake up
Sleepwalking into the midnight
Give me a reason to win this fight

I don't know why I'm running
But I refuse to stop
I don't forget my feelings
It always pulling me down

The pain it's going harder
And I don't know how to discern
I feel the blood in my throat
So much I screamed to myself

The night will come and I can't sleep
The day comes and I didin't wake up
Sleepwalking into the midnight
Give me a reason to win this fight

I don't know why I'm running
But I refuse to stop
I don't forget my feelings
It always pulling me down
I ripped the leaflet before I read
No one can show me
And I don't even wait for it
I don't know why I'm running
But I refuse to stop

As I walk through the valley
Of the shadows on my head
I take a look at my mind
And realize
There's nothing left

I realize there's nothing left
There's nothing left

I don't know why I'm running
But I refuse to stop
I don't forget my feelings
It always pulling me down
I don't know why I'm running
I'm drowning
God am I alive?
I just know that I'm running
And I refuse to stop