Some Kind Of Monster

I'm some kind of monster
Since I lost her

There's a trap door hidden in my heart
I fell into a lover's hell
Deeper than I though
I keep crawling back to that motel
I don't recognize
Who I am tonight

I'm some kind of monster
Since I lost her
Now I'm raging wild
And starting fires
I burn this whole thing down
I'm some kind of monster
How bad do I want her
I don't sleep at night
I terrorize
There's blackness in my eyes
I'm some kind of monster
I'm some kind of monster

Everybody wanted her as a friend for fun
The time we took
The nights we shook
I should've been in love
Now her face is carved into my head
She's a dime for life
In such distress

I'm some kind of monster
Since I lost her
Now I'm raging wild
And starting fires
I burn this whole thing down
I'm some kind of monster
How bad do I want her
I don't sleep at night
I terrorize
There's blackness in my eyes
I'm some kind of monster
I'm some kind of monster

I used to whisper in her ear
Now I'm screaming out in fear
Secrets keep me sinister
But I've tell her everyone.
So why can't she understand
The creature I've become

There's a trapdoor hidden in my heart
I fell into a lover's hell
Deeper than I thought