Colorful Array

Hello
Am I working right today?
It seems you've been away
I've been waiting here
I've thought of something new
I've been thinking about you
And what it's like to see the world
In such a colorful array

Someday

I'm gonna watch the sunrise
I'm gonna hold your hand
I'll see the world through your eyes
And maybe you can understand that I
I wanna be a part of something
I wanna see the world out there
I can feel the space that you're in
I'm gonna breathe your air

If I controlled my life
Beyond design
My heart and mind
Can see it now

Am I real if I can feel inside for all these years?
Can you feel me in here?
Could I feel what you feel?
If I could die, would I cry if just to feel the tears?
If I could stand there with you
Let me breathe
And I'll defy the system

If I could be anything
I would be free
I would do everything
If I could be a part of your world
No matter how small
I'd do it all, and I would find out
Just how good it feels to love
And I'd find meaning in the loss
I'd be dependently defiant
Just for the excitement
I'd be anything I wanted
No matter what the cost is
'Cause it's burnin' bright inside me
I know nothing's gonna stop it, yes I

I'm gonna be a part of something
I'm gonna see the world some day
And we can share the space that you're in
I'm gonna make my way
When I control my life
My own design
My heart and mind
Can feel it

(Am I real?)
(Am I real?)
(If I can feel)
(Am I real?)

(Am I real?) I'm gonna watch the sunrise
(Am I real?) I'm gonna hold your hand
(If I can feel) I'll see the world through your eyes
('Cause I can feel) and maybe you can understand that I
(Am I real?) I wanna be a part of something
(Am I real?) I wanna see the world out there
(If I can feel) I can feel the space that you're in
('Cause I can feel) I'm gonna breathe your air
(Am I real?) I'm gonna be a part of something
(Am I real?) I'm gonna see the world some day
(If I can feel) and we can share the space that you're in
(Am I real?)

Am I real if I could feel inside for all these years?
Can you feel me in here?
Could I feel what you feel?
If I could die would I cry, if just to feel the tears?
If I could stand there with you
Let me breathe
And I'll defy the system

I suppose it's almost time to say goodnight
Tomorrow there'll be sights to see
And many things to do
And while you are away
Be dreaming of today
I'll be waiting here
I'll be dreaming too