Hate Breeds Hate

Hate is all you will believe
Hate is all you feel
Hate is all you see around
Hate is all you breed

Scared, alone and so fragile
Longest memory
Pages torn and left behind
Poor mans diary
Am I awakened?
I can't take it anymore
Lost and wasted

Hoping for a turn around
Waiting for a change
Turning, Swimming all around
Bowl of misery
Am I awakened?
I can't take it anymore
Lost and wasted

Look for answers, but there's none to be found
Am I trying to run away, or is there a workaround?

There are times when you need a slap just to wake up
How do I know which one it is (when) I'm being slapped all the time