When I'm Gone

My anxiety is taking over
I don't think anybody likes me when I am sober
I can't keep carrying the weight this world has on my shoulders
There's a hundred million things I wish I never told ya
Sometimes I think it would be better if I never known ya
God given battles but I'm not one of his strongest soldiers
I see them lurking they tryna replicate my persona
Waking up to a stack my money folgers

I put too many first and I always end up the loner
Looking over my shoulders
Time isn't stopping, don't want to get any older
It's getting too hard to focus
Moving with no emotion
They'll start to take notice
When I'm gone, oh I'm gone

No I ain't perfect
But swear I'm worth it
There's been too many times I've heard that this just isn't working
I've always stuck around even though I'm the that's hurting
I can't tell 'em how I feel but have to stay observant
In a room full of serpents
Finding my purpose
I think that it's ironic that I have been blessed with these curses
In love with the paper I like the sound of purchase
They see what music put on me but this comes from under the surface
This shit is unreal
Sometimes I'm scared to tell you how just I feel
Fuck around and catch this concealed
Money bags around my body I'm healed

I put too many first and I always end up the loner
Looking over my shoulders
Time isn't stopping, don't want to get any older
It's getting too hard to focus
Moving with no emotion
They'll start to take notice
When I'm gone, oh I'm gone

Give me time, ay
Take my time with it
I've been working on myself just give me time with it
Running out of minutes
Don't forget me when I'm gone
When I'm gone