Depriving: Part I

Take me back to a time
Where I was me, not a slime
Where I could see myself climb
Right to the top
But now I'm so far past the drop
Insisting to make it stop
You're twisting to make me stop
Existing, please make it stop

There's only so many lines that you can cross until I snap
That will be your loss

This is the last time that I will let this happen
Because I can't take another day
With this heart you blackened
I'm so tired, I used to be wired
Accused, uninspired
Confused why I'm the liar
I lost myself in your self-conscious
Unconscious of the world that I'm depriving

I don't remember the last time I smiled
What a lie this life has been
I wonder why

This is the last time that I will let this happen
Because I can't take another day
With this heart you blackened
I'm so tired, I used to be wired
Accused, uninspired
Confused why I'm the liar
I lost myself in your self-conscious
Unconscious of the world that I'm depriving