Uneasy

Time and time you said you're leaving.
In a million years i never thought you'd go.
I put out your fire for life and replaced it with the cold.
With the winning hand sometimes we fold.

The hardest part was getting started,
I put a year aside to be my last.
It was so hard to see you
When i was focused on the past.
Somehow this life went by so fast.

I got an uneasy kind of feeling.
It's so hard to say goodbye and let you go.
And if you need me to be deceiving...
Tell you there's a heaven for us that sold our souls.
And that just ain't so.

I traced your name for the last time.
It says... when you came and when you left.
It doesn't speak of your eyes
How you were loved more than the rest.
How you were prone to innocence.

I got an uneasy kind of feeling.
It's so hard to say goodbye and let you go.
And if you need me to be deceiving...
Tell you there's a heaven for us that sold our souls.
No one was keeping track of lies we told.
That just ain't so.

I just can't live like this no more.
I can't remember what i started for.
I can't ask you to wait when it feels like..
You've been waiting.... so long.

I touched your face for the last time.
You said "broken hearts and bruises heal".
Your name is my love, gave me a smile they couldn't steal.
Just know i miss you and always will.

I got an uneasy kind of feeling.
It's so hard to say goodbye now that you know.
Sometimes i need you to be deceiving...
Tell me there's a heaven for us that sold our souls.
Someone was keeping track of truths we told.