what we had

I've been through none since the last time I saw you
Haven't reached out 'cause I'm not supposed to
Cut the ties, I've been nice like I promised
But I still stalk your friends if I'm honest

I drew that line, about a hundred times
But boy, you've got this hold on me
It's forever a misery

You know I want me a cup of coffee, babe
'Cause God, if I ever saw your face
I'd fall back, I'd relapse
'Cause I know I can't handle that
I'd still wear the jacket that you left
If we ever try to be friends again
I'd fall back, I'd relapse
I'd run right back to what we had
What we had

I was up when you called after midnight
4am on New York and I'm thinking right
Guess you somehow could feel I was healing
Didn't call but I know you were hoping

To bring me in
And it's so tempting
But boy, you've got this hold on me
It's forever a misery

You know I want me a cup of coffee, babe
'Cause God, if I ever saw your face
I'd fall back, I'd relapse
'Cause I know I can't handle that
I'd still wear the jacket that you left
If we ever try to be friends again
I'd fall back, I'd relapse
I'd run right back to what we had
What we had
What we had

I used to like to be doing fine
When it makes me wanna lose my mind
Say it's casual, it's such a lie
I tell myself you're just a guy

But you like to not care at all
I'm not talking, makes me wish you could
But what we had
I'm doing right back, run right back

And I know I want me a cup of coffee, babe
'Cause God, if I ever saw your face
I'd fall back, I'd relapse
'Cause I know I can't handle that
I'd still wear the jacket that you left
If we ever try to be friends again
I'd fall back, I'd relapse
I'd run right back to what we had
What we had