In Paralysis

I awaken in the snow. My mind is taken by distorted logic. I have become nothing but a distant specter, under white skies no horizon, no future in sight.
Frozen in a paralysis. This cigarette the only thing keeping me warm as my feet levitate from the ground. As my mind separates from my head.
Whoa! now hallucinations start to take over. A whole new world is before me. Now instinct kicks in, I'm prepared to fucking kill as the blood stains the snow red.
You will never understand. The realming in a momentary paralysis. All 16 taken. Once you return there's no going back. you will never be the same again. There's no exit, there's no escape. No going back.