What Are You Doing

I don't wonder where you are
(But what are you doing now)
I don't miss you any more
(But I still remember how)

Do you watch me from a distance?
(Think I can feel you there)
Disguising caution with indifference
(Don't pretend you were never scared)

I think you miss me
I think I terrify you
Will you forgive me
For everything I dragged you through

What are you
What are you doing?
What are you
What are you doing?

Is it easy now
For you to kid yourself?
I thought that you were gentle but you turned me inside out
Is it easy now
For you to kid yourself?
I thought that you were special but you pulled my insides out

What are you
What are you doing?
What are you
What are you doing?

Think you fooled me from the get go
(I'm still a fool right now)
Sitting waiting for the next blow
(I let you take me down)

I think you hate me
I think you hate yourself more
I think you crave me
I think you left wanting more

What are you
What are you doing?
What are you
What are you doing?

Is it easy now
For you to kid yourself?
I thought that you were gentle but you turned me inside out
Is it easy now
For you to kid yourself?
I thought that you were special but you pulled my insides out