I really love you

I remember that night
Like it was yesterday
Words I will never forget

I really love you
But you called me
And said terrible things
I waited for you on that street
With the grudge in me

I wanted to scream
But I had no strength
Speak all your mistakes
Say how much it hurt me
But I say it's nonsense
And pretend that I'm always fine

I created good arguments in my head
At school, you don't stop looking at me
You know your mistakes
It almost killed me
Another thing you don't admit
I didn't want it, but
You're in my head

I really love you girl
Just wanted you close
Why did you leave there?
Now I have to follow
Alone on your street