Somewhere Between

It's the silence, silence, the silence, the silence
That eats me away, I stare at the walls while I sink
Running, stumbling, falling, it's broken
Hard to believe, you're not what you seem, should've known

Can't you see I'm anything but aimless
You hate the taste and yet you still embrace it

So you say, give it time
But don't you think the last ten years
Has turned me around some
Callous, brilliance, balanced, lingers
Somewhere between, it's quite possibly it's fading

Can't you see I'm anything but aimless
You hate the taste and yet you still embrace it
So why's it feel so crazy complicated
I'm not the one who played God and killed it
You killed it, you killed it

It's the silence, the silence, the silence, the silence
That keeps me away, I stare at the walls when I'm sad
Running, stumbling, falling, it's broken
Hard to believe, you're not what you seem, should've known

Can't you see I'm anything but aimless
You hate the taste and yet you still embrace it
So why's it feel so crazy complicated
I'm not the one who played God and killed it
You killed it, not again