One Shot One Kill

I'm pensive and nervous, and I'm generally under duress
Seems you caught me at a bad time, cause I'm just a fuckin' mess

No time to play the victim, no broader worries other than death
Because a dark heart and a bright mind are the keys to success

Despite the broken dreams, in bits and pieces
I'm fairing well as far as I can tell
This time, I swear I'll give this all that I got
Sometimes in life that's all you get is one shot (one kill)

I take a sip of the good stuff and I really really try to relax
But my mind keeps slippin' away as if perpetually under attack
No sleep for the wicked they say, or is it rest?
Same thing I suppose, but who gives a fuck anyway!

I'd rather off myself than merely exist
And I'll go quickly if you get my gist
This time I swear I'll give this all that I got
Sometimes in life that's all you get is one shot (one kill)

One shot, one kill