Wake

I never thought that I could be
This far from the truth
Bad words inside of my head
Fading, blinding me
You're still creeping 'round my back
Waiting patiently
A dark, clouded shadow
Haunting, stalking

Look into my eyes
You will see the pain
That you've bestowed on me
This hurt it will not stain
I will never follow you
Bring myself this low
Your insults are pleasing me
I will wake and go

Now knowing you have faulted me
I will become strong
Leave you from my mad thoughts
Mindless rage in me
Loosing you is a gain for me
I'll get over it
No more lies to tell
Fearing sleeping