Sweet Decadence

Sweet Decadance

I'm drowning in sad thoughtsnavisli kach chuchi grustnyye mysli
Choked by the silent longingsdavila gorlo nemaya toska
I feel like I'm about to break soonya chuvstvuyu, chto skoro slomayus'
I'll put my head in the noosesunu v petlyu golovu ya

I'm tired of long sleepless nightsya ustal ot bessonnitsy dolgoy
I'm tired of my sad versesya ustal ot svoikh grustnykh stikhov
I'm tired of being normalya ustal byt' normal'nym
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tiredya ustal, ya ustal, ya ustal, ya ustal

I have no strength to sing at the barsnet uzhe sil po baram spivat'sya
But no strength to quit drinkingno net sil brosit' pit'
No strength to hold on to anythingnet sil derzhat'sya za chto-libo
My whole world seems not mine, silentves moy mir kazhetsya ne moy, nemoy

A woman can't cryni rydat' ne mozhet zhenshchina
I don't feel aliveya ne chuvstvuyu sebya zhivym
I feel like I'm about to break soonya chuvstvuyu, chto slomayus'
I'll put my head in the noosesunu v petlyu golovu ya

When will I stop thinking about death?kogda ya perestanu dumat' o smerti?
When will I wish to get rid of myself?kogda-zheluyus' izbavit'sya ot samogo sebya?
Will I shiver or really darevosh' ya drozhashchaya ili pravda posmeyu
to kill myself?ubit'samogo sebya?

Oh, my darknessOh, my darkness
My painful goddessMy painfull goddes
Oh, my darknessOh, my darkness
Oh, my sweet decadenceOh, my sweet decadance