Reality

I've been here for a long time
Watching the falling snow outside
I've been here for a long time
Can't get out of my mind, suicide

I wish I could stay
But the words that they say
Hurts me like knives
And again, depression arrives

Please stay with me till this ends
It's dark in here, hurts like fire
And I don't want to let you go
Help me go higher

Higher, take me to a happy place
Where there is no disgrace
Higher, take me to a better place
Where there is only grace

Life is difficult, I'm going through it
This is reality, I have to face it
If the world brings me down, I'm not going to get up
After all, I'm not strong enough

I can't fly, can't breathe
I can't go and feel the breeze
Even if I try to get this away
It's always coming for me, anyway

Can you promise me?
Sorry, I'm afraid, can't you see?
People get away, I'm not doing a thing
Everything I do is useless, is depressing

They can't see through the mask
I say yes, when they ask
I'm okay, I'm fine
Can't you see the fucking signs?

This is reality, face it, suffer it
You're useless, right?
You don't have the light
Now sleep forever, goodnight