Ignition

I feel fucking fantastic
Thank you so much for asking
I gotta write this down
While this good moment is still lasting
Panting
Massive
Overload of passion
My hearts so tired
But I'm feeling kinda wired
Bite down on the belt
'Bout to go through hell
These moments of joy feel
Oh so swell
This cycle, so painful
I burn both wicks
Eager to prove that I'm better than this
So sick

Can't time go any faster
I'll lose my nerve again
Shove my bones back in place
And buy me time to
Take out all this
Rage
Just a hospital stay
From another chance to put my apparitions away
Gather aspiration, goals, and gains
And make my way
To where my final fucking trial awaits

Not one to flaunt
But I've got a plot
If you're what I want
Why's it come as a shock
When it clicks and
Makes that shift
I know how this turns out
Least I can imagine
The keys in ignition
I'm dying to get
Burnt out!